February 2010
I really really like you.
& I can’t wait until Friday (: finally get to meet youuu
January 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YASHAK!
i wish i could skype you and sing happy birthday to you… but i can’t :( so when i get it back, i willl sing to you. in the meantime, stare at this picture of a cupcake.
this time baby, I'll be bulletproof.
I’m starting a new life- fluffing off all the bad and absorbing the good.
Today was full of shit.
ilykchu:
Complete shit. I wish I didn’t tell you. It wasn’t worth it. I don’t want things to be weird. I cried twice today. It sucked.
Today got better around photo though. Nate found the missing dolphin to the earrings he gave me. It made my day, legit. I was sosososo happy. That’s the only good thing about today though.
Fuck. What was I thinking? I want to go to sleep and never wake up. Fuck...
10 quirky facts about kissing :*
anjulileonne:
fabyargandona:concept-of-riann:fuckyeahkissing:kari-shma:lickystickypicky:
1. Two out of every three couples turn their heads to the right when they kiss.
2. A simple peck uses two muscles; a passionate kiss, on the other hand, uses all 34 muscles in your face. Now that?s a rigorous workout!
3. Like fingerprints or snowflakes, no two lip impressions are alike.
4. Kissing is...
I loved it!
hahah it’s amazing- my favorite quotes were: “god forbid, morals” & “walls had a way of sucking the joy out of life”
it’s really good Yas, I laughed while I read it. it’s so you (:
ahahaha
anjuli, you made me laugh. haha September 20th is your bday? you’re so special :)
gaksskalagskjs I just spent 5 minutes of my life correcting the way my itouch corrected your name. ahaha it thinks you’re “annuli”. brilliant.
numero 7, por mi carino yashak. es tu nuevo...
saysomethingyas:
karenjulissa:
there’s a twist at the end that surprised ME when i reread my story, which is a major first, so just hang in there yas, i know it’s boring, but i think you’ll like it (: feedback when you read it? <33
Chapter Four
A week after the proposal, Chase appears at my door. “I was thinking…” he murmurs to me. I feel the hairs on the back of my neck stand on end....
numero 7, por mi carino yashak. es tu nuevo...
there’s a twist at the end that surprised ME when i reread my story, which is a major first, so just hang in there yas, i know it’s boring, but i think you’ll like it (: feedback when you read it? <33
Chapter Four
A week after the proposal, Chase appears at my door. “I was thinking…” he murmurs to me. I feel the hairs on the back of my neck stand on end....
today was annoying.
which is sooo gay, cause i liked my hair :( & usually when i’m having good hair days, i’m generally happy.
i don’t feel like talking about. i’m just pissed off.
btw, just because i love you doesn’t mean… well. whatever.
i’m going to vent out my anger by posting more of my story for yas. i think i’ll type a lot, until i’ve calmed down....
another delivery, titled number six, addressed to...
aha i remembered that i was the only one who spelled your last name right the first time. remember? anyways, back to the story! (:
“Oh my god,” I whisper. Chase’s eyes roam the scene. “Who are you?” he barks at Easy. “Easy Michaels. And yourself?” says Easy defensively. “Chase Walker,” he replies icily. His eyes go back to me, and I’m...
procrastinating on my por. going to write more of the story for yas. then looking up terms for the por. boo what a bore.
today sucks.
& you’re annoying the hell out of me. i’m starting to remember why i made the decision i did.
why are all guys determined to be dicks?
yas number FIVEFIVEFIVE. this one gets interesting...
The rest of lunch is quiet, each of us in our own thoughts. I was trying not to think about Angela or Chase. I sorely want to know what Easy’s thinking. Angela reappears again. “Everything good?” “Check please,” says Easy bleakly. She already had it in hand. Easy takes it from her. She turns around, smirking, and walks away. Easy opens it. Two pieces of paper are...
well now, hush baby, everything will be okay.
finally got caught up on tumblr. it feels good.
recap of the day, because i know sooo many are interested (not): -morning was bearable, straightened my hair and felt really awesome because i haven’t straightened it in a while. feel like i aced my math test, which honestly, is basically a first. :) -choir, get to sit next to erika during a french song. i like it so far, but i mean.. idk. it...
I got to talk to him :) I’m so incredibly happy right now, i feel so… indescribable.
Merrill was right.
ilykchu:
karenjulissa:
ilykchu:
I should have listened to her. Fuck.
aw, about what?
I can’t say it hur. I’d text you, but my phone got taken away, again.
I’ll tell you when I see you at school, bby.
:((( sorry boo. can you facebook message it?
yas numero cuatro
“That was Rachel,” he says to me. “Cool. What’s she like?” I ask. “Oh, uh… Thin. Blonde. Blue eyes. Yeah, pretty much it.” He turns his back on me and carries a box that says ‘bedroom’ down the hall. Hm. Didn’t sound very keen to describe his girlfriend. “I didn’t mean look-wise, Ease. I meant personality-wise,” I...
Merrill was right.
ilykchu:
I should have listened to her. Fuck.
aw, about what?
yas #3 :)
“I’ve been here, in California,” reply. “The question is, where have you been?” “I’m so sorry I didn’t keep in touch, I’ve been such a bad friend-“ “No, it’s okay, don’t be like that!” I say. We could think about all those unanswered emails and phone calls later. “Things happen.” “Yeah.” He...
The science of Men.
leilataweel:
saysomethingyas:
jenattack:dimthelights:mscecillialin:ohandthesmokes:doctorsheldoncooper:wakethedevil-:
Girls, I love you. I really do. As far as I’m concerned you are the best and the brightest of all the living creatures on this planet. You’re smarter, faster and sleeker versions of men. You mature faster and you can hold children. You guys are so sexy that sometimes even...
pain translated to words.
i wish i wouldn’t think of you. i wish i wouldn’t cry everytime i see the roses you gave me. i wish i could be stronger- it’s my fault anyway. i wish i could talk to you. i wish i wasn’t going out of my mind. i wish i knew a way to forget you. i wish people wouldn’t mention your name to me. i wish you could hug me again. i wish you didn’t hate me. i wish you...
YAS, BTW, I GOT MY PERMIT :) yayayayayay
third times’ the charm! it was so easy.. after I studied like hell (:
i haven't written anything in forever.
ekhussler:
i just spent like two hours talking to my parents about all the most random things. it’s amazing how much better life is when homework isn’t required. i love talking to my parents most of the time. mainly because… they remind me how awesome i am. seriously, if you’re having trouble remembering who you are, talk to your parents, they know you better than anyone. the characteristics you...
yas; number deux :)
I mope around the apartment dejectedly. My Chase, Chase of two years, just walked out the door. What the hell? Why didn’t I argue? Why didn’t I ask what dumb whore he was leaving me for? I’m a dumbass. I fall back upon the sofa, my eyes focused on the smal heart I painted on the ceiling when I first moved in, but not really seeing it. All I wanted was for Chase to come back, and...
whoa, i just managed to get my brothers off the computer & i see the new tumblr. pretty niceeee (:
YAS!
no advertising, I don’t want you to let your friends down. ahahah
I love you :)
I can’t breathe, I feel like I’m going to drown in my tears.
dammit- sorry yas, I’m on an itouch, so all of it turned out smushed together, even though I spaced it out. :(
for Yas; numero UNO!
“So wait. Where are we going again?” I ask. I’m sitting crosslegged in our bed, looking wondrously at Chase.I’m still in my camisole and sweats. And his words are seriously not entering my head properly. he really didn’t say he was… leaving?
“Not we. Me. I’m leaving. to New Jersey,” he replies simply, zipping up the duffel.
I just stare at...
“And I got the point that I should leave you alone, but we both know that I’m not...”
– Miserable at Best, Mayday Parade. (via ilykchu)
you don’t show up to school. you haven’t texted me. you haven’t called me. you deleted me on facebook. absolutely no contact since the day i decided I’d had enough. I don’t understand. two years I devoted to you. two whole fucking years. and we can’t be friends? why are you ignoring me?
FUCK YOU ERIKA CRUZ. 3
I love you sooooo very much:) lovely bones was amazing, & I highly encourage you to watch it.
gahhh I hate that you’re being friends with them… or am I just jealous? they swoon all over you, and you honestly act oblivious. oh well. on another (somewhat) related subject, I had a fantasy. I was dreaming that I would be complaining about some guy trouble to a faceless guy (who I somehow knew deep inside that he was my best friend) and then suddenly he was like, karen, this might...
I’m starting to like you… but it’s weird. I know you’re not into me like that but idk, I realized it tonight. I hate that you can’t choose who to like.
and you have amazing eyes, btw.
door closes shut.
I see reminders of you everywhere… it really hurts. it’s going to drive me insane. I kind of… miss you. a lot. but I know things can’t be, and I’ve just got to move on.
done for.
this whole family situation is ruining my life. it’s not fucking fair. if I could just rewind time, I would trade anything.
in choirrr, super bored. I’m just writing so ms Erika will have something to read because she has nooo life :) love you. I just snacked on your cereal. yummyummy
STILL GROUNDED, rawr.
kbye!
you keep me up past midnight, but for some reason I don’t seem to mind. I like talking to you.
TUMBLR GONE MOBILE!
finally downloaded the tumblr app for itouch- pretty legit. so my tumblaeiry is probably at zero.. and my posts are going to be super short because I hate typing on a ouh screen. that’s why I would never get the iPhone or the instict. I like being able to feel my keyboard.
anyways, feeling kind of happy. and I’m praying to god that this all gets fixed.
I thought I could trust you....
OH NINE
saysomethingyas:
megmess:
grapesnbananas:
2009: In the Beginning
Where did you bring in the New Year? my house! (:
Who were you with? my family and a few others…
Did you kiss anyone at midnight? not at midnight, exactly… ;)
Did you make any resolutions? yes, and i’m determined to follow through. 2009: Your Love Life Did you break up with anyone? yes.
Did you get...
blah por.
oh well, at least it’s shorter than usual (: